A sissy day

Nancy today.

I have just had a lovely sissy day! For the first time in ages I had no guests and was able to sleep in my silk nightie and then dress and put on some makeup when I got up.

I surfed the net, had a sexy cam chat with a very imaginative young man in NYC (something I do rarely but when one comes across a man who prefers mature gurls... I could not resist it!) I read a lot of t-girl stories on Fictionmania (so glad that is back again); searched for a sissy contract (could not find one - lots of sissy maid and sissy slave contracts out there but none that just concern behaviour as a sissy - I guess I'll have to write it myself). I also got to thinking...

So many of the stories and all the contracts I came across today feature men being feminized by women. As I wrote recently, my own little poll showed that a majority of sissies prefer to have sex with men - yet fiction on the subject is dominated by sissies interacting with women.

Anyway, I have been feeling recently that I should broaden my horizons a little. I have always been looking for cock, of course, and have recently been in contact with a few other sissies (and even had a few sex sessions with a few). but now I am thinking that I should really look for a woman to take me further in terms of realising myself fully as a sissy.

I am sure this will not be as easy as it sounds - after all, I will be competing for the attentions of that minority of women (surely it is a minority?) who actively love feminising men. I just feel I  I have so much to learn from a woman, in terms of feminine behaviour. And hopefully I still have a lot to offer - I am intelligent and experienced in service and obedience. It would be very good for me to give back something to the mighty Feminine that we sissies all adore!

Sissy Maid in service.

An early attempt... seams not straight!

The first dress I ever bought, when I decided to move on from corset, lingerie and heels, was a PVC maid's uniform. It was a logical development for me - my first purchases after all had been all black, corset, bra, gaffe, stockings, heels. With the donning of the uniform, however, comes a change in the mind; suddenly one is submissive, respectful, formal, controlled. Suddenly there are rules of behaviour, a new method of moving, curtseys to be practised endlessly, an almost obsessive concern for the straightness of seams, the smoothness and naturalness of the curtsey of respect.

I had no one to control me, or give me orders but I made sure I listed them for myself to follow. And I worked on all aspects of my maid's duties. Though I am my mentor's special sissy I have yet to act as his maid. I also long for service to a Mistress, feeling sure that a woman will be infinitely more demanding in terms of a maid's aptitude for service

Service is a must for a sissy maid, otherwise it really is all just dressing up. Service brings notions of dominance and submission into play, hence the collar in this picture.

But having the uniform, demeanor, performance of duties subject to intense scrutiny by a demanding Master or Mistress has a profound psychological impact on this sissy's mind. Unfortunately, as I have said, it is for the moment only in the mind...

This has not stopped me developing my wardrobe along these lines. I have a very pretty pink maid's uniform - quite plain; and also my favourite sissy dress, full of ruffles and lace, is also effective as a maid's uniform. But as the maid is under orders I feel a uniform can be quite kinky and fetishistic - hence the PVC uniform I own. I have also just ordered a rubber maid's uniform - with a rubber bra and a rubber girdle, rubber stockings. I'll pst some pictures when it arrives!

Then I know I will not be content but must have a taffeta uniform and a satin one. All I need is the trainer to complete this for me!!!!