Monday, January 25, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
I have just had a lovely sissy day! For the first time in ages I had no guests and was able to sleep in my silk nightie and then dress and put on some makeup when I got up.
I surfed the net, had a sexy cam chat with a very imaginative young man in NYC (something I do rarely but when one comes across a man who prefers mature gurls... I could not resist it!) I read a lot of t-girl stories on Fictionmania (so glad that is back again); searched for a sissy contract (could not find one - lots of sissy maid and sissy slave contracts out there but none that just concern behaviour as a sissy - I guess I'll have to write it myself). I also got to thinking...
So many of the stories and all the contracts I came across today feature men being feminized by women. As I wrote recently, my own little poll showed that a majority of sissies prefer to have sex with men - yet fiction on the subject is dominated by sissies interacting with women.
Anyway, I have been feeling recently that I should broaden my horizons a little. I have always been looking for cock, of course, and have recently been in contact with a few other sissies (and even had a few sex sessions with a few). but now I am thinking that I should really look for a woman to take me further in terms of realising myself fully as a sissy.
I am sure this will not be as easy as it sounds - after all, I will be competing for the attentions of that minority of women (surely it is a minority?) who actively love feminising men. I just feel I I have so much to learn from a woman, in terms of feminine behaviour. And hopefully I still have a lot to offer - I am intelligent and experienced in service and obedience. It would be very good for me to give back something to the mighty Feminine that we sissies all adore!
Well we are now well into the New Year and it is perhaps a time to see if New Year's Resolutions have slipped or not.
Generally, I try not to make resolutions as they are all too often overturned and set aside all too quickly.
Also resolutions must be distinguished from dreams. I would love to see a lot more men this year and be a sissy for them, service them etc etc - but it won't happen unless I make it happen!
However, there have been some developments. I have plans to see a few sissies soon. I am so much into men that i never think of hanging out with other sissies.
Talking of men... my Dom wants me to have a piercing to mark me as his. What do you think of this (above) as a suggestion? The next stage after that, he says, is a contract between us, where I am bound to him as his sissy.
He treads a fine line between being dominant and being a Master. i don't think he sees himself as a Master - just as a dominant male who knows what he wants and expects to get it from his sissy.
He it is who views me as a sissy. With other guys i am a cd. tv, t girl. With him i am his sissy. He encouraged me to explore that; he wants the ankle socks, the pink dresses etc. When i write to him i use a ink sissy font. Through him, i discovered this side of myself. i like it all - love dressing in anything feminine; but particularly love being sissy - ultra-feminine. i don't think a lot of guys are into that - but contact me if you are ;)
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
My own thinking is that if you wanna be a girl then you want a man. That is where I am coming from anyway. I want to dress as a slut, or sissy, or classy lady and service a guy. I am lucky to have found this but... a slut always wants more ;)
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- sissy nancy
- Irish cd, no longer living in Berlin but I retain the name, looking for guys, admirers to meet up with and share interesting times. I am very discrete so married men need look no further! I am trying hard to improve my femininity and working on makeup skills. Very easy-going, laid back, I am a practised seducer ;) I also look for dominant men to turn me into a sissy maid; tight corset, 6 inch heels etc. I need forced feminisation more and more, though 'forced' is less and less the appropriate word. Being a sissy is special, though - or regressed to little girl... All sissies are crossdressers but not all crossdressers are sissies! I used to see myself as a sissy first and foremost but recently I have been exploring other looks and adding to my wardrobe and, in doing so, I have found that a real feminine personality is emerging. So there is less and less of a sense of 'acting' but rather one of being. I have various 'looks' - basically sissy, maid, slut, slave girl, occasionally classy - or a combination of all of these!